together again like when 
it all really began, thin
both are thinner now 
revisits, renew, how?
her face a knowing grin
cautiously sees, him begin
revamping his life hoping
can possibly be coping
abandonment issues buried?
older now not really worried
can realize more? just the lover?  
might the gent decide to cover,
with his wings, as now life 
onward without any strife
exhausted running for place
arrives in quiet lonely space
wordless in awe with joy
chattering words a decoy
serious today gone  boyish
adult lover strives feverish
to set relationship structure
fearing to eat for pleasure
sake, favorite ploy keep toys
none will try all other ploys
revisiting old writes of Jim
fear makes wonder, a shim-
mering hope, wishing men 
would just be true, a grain
the size of a mustard seed
is woman forever a need?
all hoped for relationships 
friend torches lamp; dips
wondering this very day
how to even help sway
a heart to fill with loving
for a person w/o shoving
once love ran away, twice
lover trips a sway, thrice 
could be a charm, rock 
the world, good stock 
together,hearts fully care, 
lost for words foolish stare
she will wait for his words
to flow, living in floods
of affections, of pleasures
although hers ear, endures
no verbiages of love is not
love a verb, of sharing, hot
wonderful long baths, movies, 
meals, caress' of wows, weaves
in laughing, what is both visions
moving around both televisions
sports, comedies, dramas, and news
both love God and hope for views
of beauty and wonderment travel-
ing someday in comfort, grovel 
daily in love with work. grappling 
w/ possibly two will remaining 
separated. private places needed 
realizing lives passed, conceded 
will guilt be permanent for them 
we realize the dead are done, WM
cannot be the same, she drives
he does all the other strives. 
revisit to see  how the'll work, 
strangely, both have a big quirk
hope true love hits for him lurking
a past life of doing bunch of clerking
just a toy for a very grown up boy. 
revisiting to clear any other decoy
what is reasonable span for elders 
will they always keep two shelters.
Punished by society forever strain
resources of seniors, like a train
take their money, blast any security 
total ruination of anything of surety
what we say we have we are
society does nothing to par
hungry, sit here missing you 
guess I now, deserve to stew.
citations: WM  slang for Why Me?